I keep dying

I’m still here
Pressed into the floor and I can’t run
There’s nothing for me I see no one
You’re the one can’t blame no other

There’s this pain in my lungs
Sharp as stakes see my blood
I keep dying

Feel a weight holding down
You’re the one can’t blame no other

If you want to keep it going
Turn back over here
Where you lost it
It’s like you deserve it

If you want to clear your mind
Don’t turn back over there
If you want to
Seems you pride in torturing yourself

If that
Is so
Then let’s replay what I lost like it’s stuck in screen
On me
And the loss it’s hard to let it go

If that is so
Then all I know is that it falls on me
On me
On me
On me
On me

When You’re here It benefits no one
There’s something to lose but here you are
You’re the one can’t blame no other

I can tell
But will not move

Tell me when it stops
Body failing slow
But goes back to where it starts
Want to feel it when alone
Don’t Want to move on
Cause when I do
I know I’m just gonna replace it

So I want to keep it going
Turn back over here
Where I lost it
It’s like I deserve it

If you want to clear your mind
Don’t turn back over there
If you want you
Seems you pride in torturing your yourself

If that
Is so
Then let’s replay what I lost like it’s stuck in screen
On me
And the loss it’s hard to let it go

If that is so
Then all I know is that it falls on me
On me
On me
On me
On me