I keep replaying decisions they're living in my head (yeah)
see I keep regretting the day I let you be my boyfriend (no)
maybe this whole situation is a one way
cause there's no reciprocation coming from your way
let you hit replay again
disappointed everyday
acting in the same way
nothing seems to change and
I let you replay again
disappointed everyday
acting in the same way
nothing ever changes no
I let you come and build me up
then it all came tumbling down
I let you come and build me up
then it all came tumbling down
this ain't the way it's supposed to be
it's heavy weighing on me
there's nowhere to go, I'm in love with him, but I'm in love alone.
How is it that when you were 21
I passed you up as the younger one
mentally you been somewhere else
believed that you would fix yourself
excuses they're not meant for love
I take the blame you don't show up
you take advantage of my love
this is where I had enough
Every time I trust you, let me down like nothing
silly I believed that it could change into something
thought we could stay as friends
now I just want it to end
You don't deserve my company, yeah.
I let you come and build me up
then it all came tumbling down
I let you come and build me up
then it all came tumbling down
this aint the way it's supposed to be
it's heavy weighing on me
there's nowhere to go, I'm in love with him, but I'm in love alone.
