eyes closed, wanna feel when the drugs hit
tonight, imma try a different substance
oh my i got so many options
if you stay baby know we ain’t stopping
got the bottles now it’s looking like a moshpit
fake friends in the past know they watching
but i don’t really give a fuck
they said i couldn’t but i never gave it up yeah
got your bitch beside me
she ain’t sipping lightly
is she gonna stay the night i think that it’s likely
know your friends don’t like me yeah
but it don’t really suprise me yeah
i don’t do this just so i can get a mention
i don’t need a handout have you learnt your lesson yeah
i don’t even know your fucking name get out my section
now she wanna kick it with me cause she like attention yeah
shit, i don’t feel a damn thing
i got too much liquor in my bloodstream, yeah
use that shit to dull anxiety
keep it all together but the demons are still lingering
21 years with the same old fears, yeah
i don’t know why i still feel like this, yeah
pour another 40 i just wanna get wasted
i know this will never fucking change i gotta face it yeah
gotta face it
got no love inside my veins i feel vacant
put me out my misery i can’t take it
if you see me smiling know i’m faking yeah
shit, yeah i’m faking
all of this anxiety has got me shaking
but i don’t ever say shit
now she wanna date me gotta tell her that i’m vacant
late night catch we swerving down the highway
hit my line say you wanna see me, okay
now she getting nervous cause she didn’t think i’d pull on up
now i’m on my way and she knows she gotta sober up
shawty taking sips from the malibu
got a friend with her so she ain’t uncomfortable
she doesn’t do this
parents are so clueless
if they knew she was out late with me they’d tie my nooses yeah
i don’t feel a damn thing
i got too much liquor in my bloodstream, yeah
use that shit to dull anxiety
keep it all together but the demons are still lingering
21 years with the same old fears, yeah
i don’t know why i still feel like this, yeah
pour another 40 i just wanna get wasted
i know this will never fucking change i gotta face it yeah
gotta face it
got no love inside my veins i feel vacant
put me out my misery i can’t take it
if you see me smiling just know that im faking
yeah i’m faking
all of this anxiety has got me shaking
but i don’t ever say shit
now she wanna date me gotta tell her that i’m vacant
