It was such a pretty little thing I abused it
It was a way out of the pain so I used it
Yeah I tried 1 million other ways they ain’t do shit
I’m just getting used to life without you here
Now fantasize how it ends, do it my way
Fast car in the dessert off the highway
Find a cliff so high keep driving
Crash that mother fucker down to hell where you’ll find me
say I’m ok a lot
lie thru pain a lot
All of my darkest thoughts
Tell em I changed a lot
You stay away from me
Hell that i put you through
Fucked it all up again
Just like I always do
yeah yeah, yeah yeah
all of the drugs i don’t need no love
all of the drugs i don’t need no love
had a dream i escaped all them feelings
w a rope from ground up to the ceiling
i aint spoke to him in years but I’m kneeling
screaming god i need a new way of dealing
If I was gone you wouldn’t even blink an eye now
You be out n you’d be fuckin other guys now
Take a pill and I hold it deep inside now
Its been a long year standing so I lie down
say I’m ok a lot
lie thru pain a lot
All of my darkest thoughts
Tell em I changed a lot
You stay away from me
Hell that i put you through
Fucked it all up again
Just like I always do
yeah yeah, yeah yeah
all of the drugs i don’t need no love
all of the drugs i don’t need no love
Love is suicide
Love is suicide I know
Love is suicide
Love is suicide let go
