Need From Me

Until my life’s in order, I gotta ghost you
’Cause I can’t talk about it like I’m supposed to
Girl, you don’t know about the things I go through
That’s about the only feelings that are mutual

I see you all the time in my ends
I knew right away that we couldn’t be friends
But I wouldn’t blame you if you ran
’Cause I’m nothing capable of what you demand

Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me
She took me to meet her friends and now all three love me
They take turns and switch, like let me breathe mami
I don’t really got the time like what you need from me
I got drugs in my system, I been on fein timing
I been hanging out with Charlie and the Green Goblin
We can’t be like this, ’cause I’m pristine darlin’
Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me

Stuck in my mind I can’t run from the pain
I do what I can to keep myself regulated
She knows who I am and she knows what my name is
I know that these people don’t want me to get famous

Uh uh, said you’re sick of my shit like
But I’m always who you call when ain’t shit right
Uh uh, I’m getting tired of this sitch right now
I don’t wanna be around, leave me alone right now

Until my life’s in order, I gotta ghost you
And I can’t think about it like I want to
Girl, you don’t know about the things I go through
But that’s okay, that’s the fuckin’ usual
I feel like our time’s coming to an end
I knew from the start I could not be your friend
You can’t compare me to no man
But I’m still conflicted on where we both stand

Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me
She took me to meet her friends and now all three love me
They take turns and switch, like let me breathe mami
I don’t really got the time like what you need from me
I got drugs in my system, I been on fein timing
I been hanging out with Charlie and the Green Goblin
We can’t be like this, ’cause I’m pristine darlin’
Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me

Woah,
Come and put it on me don’t go
They could never do it like me I know
And I been taking meds all week, I’m gone
Been going through it mentally I’m cold

I been down for a minute now
Trynna figure out my blessings and my limits now
I’m going deep I’m all up in it now
There’s a lot of different people trynna figure me out but

Until my life’s in order, I gotta ghost you
And I can’t think about it like I want to
Girl, you don’t know about the things I go through
But that’s okay, that’s the fuckin’ usual
I feel like our time’s coming to an end
I knew from the start I could not be your friend
You can’t compare me to no man
But I’m still conflicted on where we both stand

Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me
She took me to meet her friends and now all three love me
They take turns and switch, like let me breathe mami
I don’t really got the time like what you need from me
I got drugs in my system, I been on fein timing
I been hanging out with Charlie and the Green Goblin
We can’t be like this, ’cause I’m pristine darlin’
Now she’s throwing a fit, like what you need from me